Age and sex no bar?
I ve been doing the rounds to banks so as to start cashing in on my senior citizen status and increase few points of interest rate in my FDS despite terrific obstacles to my activity through mobiles and pain in my teeth, jaws and throat that it suddenly struck me, the utterly inhuman and sadistic nature of my continuing torture .
Even in a proper jail a woman in her middle years would not have been subject to such tortures the way i am being subject in past 5 years The sound of high decibel electric saw in stereofonic sound, i was made to hear within my forehead in 2012 for one whole month would have made the most hardened extremist [young male] a bundle of nerves.Heard such tortures were done on such people but never heard it being done on a woman that to aged 55 !
Has any one heard of a 55 year old woman being implanted with animal control chip any where in the world? Our country and this state has this sadistic distinction.The cases of implants including forcible implants, i read on net were of much much younger persons that to only men.
Why was it so pertinent to control me thus and continue to do so? What is there to fear of a 60 year old woman and is this the way to control her?
If there is no implant then some other technique is used to turn my head this way and that way . Is this how a senior citizen which our govt gives so many concessions recognising the disabilities associated with that age ,be given pain in limbs , teeth , jaws every now and then, for her very thoughts? Even a woman in jail will not be tortured the way i am being.
It is utterly despicable that youths with light skin who look like Nepalese or from North east and younger than my son and all sorts of men young --middle aged ones with red kumkum on their foreheads have to leer and revel in in causing physical discomforts in my private parts .Where is their decency ?where is Indians basic decency gone to?.Does politics and lure of money scotch away such basic courtesies we learn in our family?
Next has any one heard of a 57 old year woman having her head twined painfully and forcibly for a whole month in a shadowy manner in the pretext that it was in interest of this state and nation and its people to do so? it was done to me .without my family's consent or my consent Has anyone also heard of a 57 year old woman made to flush out liquids , squeezed out from inner organs , a procedure that is slowly eating her insides and blanking out her mind and is also subject on daily basis to stinging pricks in delicate parts on the pretext of galvanising/provoking her ,a woman of 60 year to action?It is being done to me!This is .'no touch torture ' which is totally against nature .What is planned for me next?Make me conceive?Make me have sextuplets?
In which state of India or country of the world would such unthinkable tortures be done on a woman of 60? That to over a long period of time?5 years from 2012 till now--2017 and may be will continue for some more years?
Is any woman's thoughts read and activities inside her ,even the private ones in her house seen and then broadcast from nearby public place viz the temple nearby so as to shame her ?It is being done to me.Terrorists, corruption offenders ,rapists and criminals are allowed to cover their faces in front of camera.Their shame and self respect is more important than mine --a 60 year old home maker ..! I am still being constantly provoked by noises which became too irritating to bear after 2012 sound blasting of my head and am constantly ribbed , that all this done because i hardly speak.I am supposed to be a dumb little girl? The dumb badge and bodily pains are given to me for not speaking up for minorities.Why should i ? When i am in receiving end of intolerence and was in terrific grip of fear of muslims from 2014 --2016 ?The terrible years when i felt totally isolated from my [hindu] community and felt that i was in Taliban Afghanistan or in a conservative Arab country though living amidst Tamilians, and Hindus in Chennai?
When I myself desparately want some one to speak up for me and give me support,all those who are forcing me to speak up and bleed for other communities are out of their mind . After such a bad experience of making me feel that i was no longer indian, hindu but living in a separate realm populated only by intimidating muslims whose practises are totally opposite to mine but forced upon me, how can any one expect it of me?Is it humanely possible for any one who has escaped tormentors to speak up for them?
Who ever did this to me in 2014 has made me allergic to the very presence of Muslims around me.
Now the fear has waned but my memory that i was made a laughing stock by such communities and thier secular hindu backers from 2012 onwards , is still fresh.
.As far as intolerence goes, i am a old hand, a vetren victim who has been in the receiving end of .Intolerance...Intolerence to my freedom of expression , intolerence to pursue my religion [Hinduism] freely, . intolerance to my property and privacy rights and intolerance to my very self started way back in 2012 itself.when the 'secular's held sway. .The only difference was that intolerance towards me which i was already experiencing escalated double, triple fold after 2014 with change of rule at centre.
My case in reality is converse.,Despite being a member of the majority Hindu community i started experiencing fear of minorities and seculars ,and was burdened with excessive shackles to my ordinary freedoms in Chennai since 2012..I have been living for decades in Chennai but never experienced such fear or obstacles to my freedom in the manner in which i was forced to feel from 2012. onwards. Did any one come and speak up for me? Did any one offer thier support?Same silence.So who is dumb ?is it me or is it those who are selectively silent?
. When i was speaking freely on the net on public issues from 2007 -2011, i was given various pains and then sound blasting and ,public ragging/sort of lynching, to stop me from being frank and express my truthful observations on the net in my blogs .and was literraly forced out of
blogging.
To top it all was the one month long in 2014 September conversion attempts on me through the same secretive methods .Neither did the brigade that was so agitated by Ghar wapasi and rights of individuals nor did the so called defenders of Hindu faith and culture come to my aid.To the seculars my rights hardly count .To them i am a animal . May be they felt and still feel that conversion would do me good.It would make a person out of the animal i am in their eyes.
May be i am also a animal to the Hindu culture defenders -Hindu hypocrites ,who defend and protect selectively So why should they waste thier time by protesting loudly or try to stop it if a donkey or ass is being converted to other religions ,right under thier nose?And where are the temple builders?Not one comes to my aid when i visit temples and help prevent any denigration right in front of the sanctum .nor help me pursue our religion peacefully in my house.
But now suddenly i am expected to speak up and blog or even write in my diary on news that channels are repeatedly telecasting. When nobody is bothered about my plight why should i be bothered about someone else's issues shown on tv??Got bored of all of this and for refusing to be a masochist i am given all these shots like how shots are given to cows and buffaloes to extract milk when it goes dry;
Is anywhere in the world a woman of 60 who is not in politics or public life wanting to lead a peaceful life at home disallowed to do so by external shadowy forces?
It is also being hinted that all this is for my mental well being, another ailment of mine requiring intervention .If i went crazy at age 55 due to my grief and if the persons were truly interested in my mental well being as is being hinted why wasn't my family taken into confidence?What is so hush hush about this that only i have to know all this? Why should not these bleeding hearts who are so very bothered about my 'health' not talk to me straight away face to face and tell me as to what the problem is instead of sending me micro wave messages , indecipherable hints through suggestions and ,antics of birds animals and children around me?
The very secretive nature of this process of 'setting me right ' makes me suspicious that it was and is intended only to use me.In fact my mental well being has gone for at toss after 2012 due to cruel methods done to me .I started going on see saw of emotions only after breaking me with loud sounds.Like i said even a young terrorist would have nerves frayed completely under such sounds .Probably the ruling dispensation saw me as a dangerous saffron extremist [ hence treated like a terrorist would be, that to at 55 years of age!] on one hand and a dangerous anti corruption activist operating from her computer!
Nothing much has changed for me even after a change of rulers .Still in this invisible torture prison in which my age is of no consequence.though all my identification cards say i am 60 .In a jail its inmates would receive some payments for work done .Nothing of that sort for me in my prison .where it is only slave labour..
All those who know how i can get out of this or defend myself by explaining few thing are keeping mum.All those keeping mum live right next door It is either fear of authority or fear of losing their hen [me] that lays plenty of golden eggs.
Very simple day to day activities like some quiet moments in a small puja in my house ,since 2014 and visiting temples since, 2011 has been turned into Herculean tasks for me.To cap it all such disruptions are accompanied by all round gloating .
Will any body believe that this would happen to a Hindu in a state and country having hindus in majority?If i cannot be a Hindu in my country with day to disruptions by athiests, jaundised eyed sick seculars and coveteous converters and corrupt exploiters, may be i have to migrate to another country may be western democracies and sit in a foreign soil free from such disrupters just to do my small puja every day!And visit temples there peacefully hoping that i have shaken off this determined band of aggressive atheists , sick seculars and shameless converters off my back .
On the eve of Independance day i am sounding seditious and even anti national.But this is the truth .The govt and hindus around me have failed to protect me though i keep on blogging and writing about this. More worrying to me than the govts failure to protect me is the suspicion that may be the govts themselves have a role in all this .The mind to mind conversion ,mind to mind conversations ,importantly the fact that our lives [activities and pains] are conditioned by flights which are also used in conversion, bespeaks of role of agencies that must be connected to the Govt.
I hope that none of those in other communities and their sick secular backers equate themselves with me in the converse and that none of the Hindu hypocrites equate my current plight to centuries old past resentments and thus ridicule me further and make a mockery out of my geniune hardships by doing so.and thus weaken my case .
Even in a proper jail a woman in her middle years would not have been subject to such tortures the way i am being subject in past 5 years The sound of high decibel electric saw in stereofonic sound, i was made to hear within my forehead in 2012 for one whole month would have made the most hardened extremist [young male] a bundle of nerves.Heard such tortures were done on such people but never heard it being done on a woman that to aged 55 !
Has any one heard of a 55 year old woman being implanted with animal control chip any where in the world? Our country and this state has this sadistic distinction.The cases of implants including forcible implants, i read on net were of much much younger persons that to only men.
Why was it so pertinent to control me thus and continue to do so? What is there to fear of a 60 year old woman and is this the way to control her?
If there is no implant then some other technique is used to turn my head this way and that way . Is this how a senior citizen which our govt gives so many concessions recognising the disabilities associated with that age ,be given pain in limbs , teeth , jaws every now and then, for her very thoughts? Even a woman in jail will not be tortured the way i am being.
It is utterly despicable that youths with light skin who look like Nepalese or from North east and younger than my son and all sorts of men young --middle aged ones with red kumkum on their foreheads have to leer and revel in in causing physical discomforts in my private parts .Where is their decency ?where is Indians basic decency gone to?.Does politics and lure of money scotch away such basic courtesies we learn in our family?
Next has any one heard of a 57 old year woman having her head twined painfully and forcibly for a whole month in a shadowy manner in the pretext that it was in interest of this state and nation and its people to do so? it was done to me .without my family's consent or my consent Has anyone also heard of a 57 year old woman made to flush out liquids , squeezed out from inner organs , a procedure that is slowly eating her insides and blanking out her mind and is also subject on daily basis to stinging pricks in delicate parts on the pretext of galvanising/provoking her ,a woman of 60 year to action?It is being done to me!This is .'no touch torture ' which is totally against nature .What is planned for me next?Make me conceive?Make me have sextuplets?
In which state of India or country of the world would such unthinkable tortures be done on a woman of 60? That to over a long period of time?5 years from 2012 till now--2017 and may be will continue for some more years?
Is any woman's thoughts read and activities inside her ,even the private ones in her house seen and then broadcast from nearby public place viz the temple nearby so as to shame her ?It is being done to me.Terrorists, corruption offenders ,rapists and criminals are allowed to cover their faces in front of camera.Their shame and self respect is more important than mine --a 60 year old home maker ..! I am still being constantly provoked by noises which became too irritating to bear after 2012 sound blasting of my head and am constantly ribbed , that all this done because i hardly speak.I am supposed to be a dumb little girl? The dumb badge and bodily pains are given to me for not speaking up for minorities.Why should i ? When i am in receiving end of intolerence and was in terrific grip of fear of muslims from 2014 --2016 ?The terrible years when i felt totally isolated from my [hindu] community and felt that i was in Taliban Afghanistan or in a conservative Arab country though living amidst Tamilians, and Hindus in Chennai?
When I myself desparately want some one to speak up for me and give me support,all those who are forcing me to speak up and bleed for other communities are out of their mind . After such a bad experience of making me feel that i was no longer indian, hindu but living in a separate realm populated only by intimidating muslims whose practises are totally opposite to mine but forced upon me, how can any one expect it of me?Is it humanely possible for any one who has escaped tormentors to speak up for them?
Who ever did this to me in 2014 has made me allergic to the very presence of Muslims around me.
Now the fear has waned but my memory that i was made a laughing stock by such communities and thier secular hindu backers from 2012 onwards , is still fresh.
.As far as intolerence goes, i am a old hand, a vetren victim who has been in the receiving end of .Intolerance...Intolerence to my freedom of expression , intolerence to pursue my religion [Hinduism] freely, . intolerance to my property and privacy rights and intolerance to my very self started way back in 2012 itself.when the 'secular's held sway. .The only difference was that intolerance towards me which i was already experiencing escalated double, triple fold after 2014 with change of rule at centre.
My case in reality is converse.,Despite being a member of the majority Hindu community i started experiencing fear of minorities and seculars ,and was burdened with excessive shackles to my ordinary freedoms in Chennai since 2012..I have been living for decades in Chennai but never experienced such fear or obstacles to my freedom in the manner in which i was forced to feel from 2012. onwards. Did any one come and speak up for me? Did any one offer thier support?Same silence.So who is dumb ?is it me or is it those who are selectively silent?
. When i was speaking freely on the net on public issues from 2007 -2011, i was given various pains and then sound blasting and ,public ragging/sort of lynching, to stop me from being frank and express my truthful observations on the net in my blogs .and was literraly forced out of
blogging.
To top it all was the one month long in 2014 September conversion attempts on me through the same secretive methods .Neither did the brigade that was so agitated by Ghar wapasi and rights of individuals nor did the so called defenders of Hindu faith and culture come to my aid.To the seculars my rights hardly count .To them i am a animal . May be they felt and still feel that conversion would do me good.It would make a person out of the animal i am in their eyes.
May be i am also a animal to the Hindu culture defenders -Hindu hypocrites ,who defend and protect selectively So why should they waste thier time by protesting loudly or try to stop it if a donkey or ass is being converted to other religions ,right under thier nose?And where are the temple builders?Not one comes to my aid when i visit temples and help prevent any denigration right in front of the sanctum .nor help me pursue our religion peacefully in my house.
But now suddenly i am expected to speak up and blog or even write in my diary on news that channels are repeatedly telecasting. When nobody is bothered about my plight why should i be bothered about someone else's issues shown on tv??Got bored of all of this and for refusing to be a masochist i am given all these shots like how shots are given to cows and buffaloes to extract milk when it goes dry;
Is anywhere in the world a woman of 60 who is not in politics or public life wanting to lead a peaceful life at home disallowed to do so by external shadowy forces?
It is also being hinted that all this is for my mental well being, another ailment of mine requiring intervention .If i went crazy at age 55 due to my grief and if the persons were truly interested in my mental well being as is being hinted why wasn't my family taken into confidence?What is so hush hush about this that only i have to know all this? Why should not these bleeding hearts who are so very bothered about my 'health' not talk to me straight away face to face and tell me as to what the problem is instead of sending me micro wave messages , indecipherable hints through suggestions and ,antics of birds animals and children around me?
The very secretive nature of this process of 'setting me right ' makes me suspicious that it was and is intended only to use me.In fact my mental well being has gone for at toss after 2012 due to cruel methods done to me .I started going on see saw of emotions only after breaking me with loud sounds.Like i said even a young terrorist would have nerves frayed completely under such sounds .Probably the ruling dispensation saw me as a dangerous saffron extremist [ hence treated like a terrorist would be, that to at 55 years of age!] on one hand and a dangerous anti corruption activist operating from her computer!
Nothing much has changed for me even after a change of rulers .Still in this invisible torture prison in which my age is of no consequence.though all my identification cards say i am 60 .In a jail its inmates would receive some payments for work done .Nothing of that sort for me in my prison .where it is only slave labour..
All those who know how i can get out of this or defend myself by explaining few thing are keeping mum.All those keeping mum live right next door It is either fear of authority or fear of losing their hen [me] that lays plenty of golden eggs.
Very simple day to day activities like some quiet moments in a small puja in my house ,since 2014 and visiting temples since, 2011 has been turned into Herculean tasks for me.To cap it all such disruptions are accompanied by all round gloating .
Will any body believe that this would happen to a Hindu in a state and country having hindus in majority?If i cannot be a Hindu in my country with day to disruptions by athiests, jaundised eyed sick seculars and coveteous converters and corrupt exploiters, may be i have to migrate to another country may be western democracies and sit in a foreign soil free from such disrupters just to do my small puja every day!And visit temples there peacefully hoping that i have shaken off this determined band of aggressive atheists , sick seculars and shameless converters off my back .
On the eve of Independance day i am sounding seditious and even anti national.But this is the truth .The govt and hindus around me have failed to protect me though i keep on blogging and writing about this. More worrying to me than the govts failure to protect me is the suspicion that may be the govts themselves have a role in all this .The mind to mind conversion ,mind to mind conversations ,importantly the fact that our lives [activities and pains] are conditioned by flights which are also used in conversion, bespeaks of role of agencies that must be connected to the Govt.
I hope that none of those in other communities and their sick secular backers equate themselves with me in the converse and that none of the Hindu hypocrites equate my current plight to centuries old past resentments and thus ridicule me further and make a mockery out of my geniune hardships by doing so.and thus weaken my case .
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