Yet again a 10 rs balm warning
He is selling balms like as if he knows the aches and pains i have been suffering since 2011.Some of these pains reached thier peak in 2011 --tooth and knee pain and then slowly and steadily lost that degree of virulence.At that time even my family members were suffering from chest cold and tooth aches , all of a sudden.My husband even suffered a heart attack in 2012 when the mission to break me was in full swing.
few days back i was woken up from my sleep in middle of night by a kneading/twisting pain in my limbs--arms and legs .the tamil word that describes this pain better and as announced by that seller when listing out the pains his balm would cure is --Kudaichal. I ignored it as it wasn't severe or long lasting.But i also have pain in my left arm for past few days and found it crops up on and off.Slight and in jerks so ignored it.
Maybe reason--I started to wear 2 more gold bangles .When i wore it the child down let out a howl.
Probably this jewellery is a brake on those wanting to target my knees lest it get deflected and affect the scooterists, l mind you ,my harrrasers are not all that kind to our community , only those of other community ,sent specially to foster the myth of my going jelly in such persons presence. .I wore them deleberately to try and ward of ray attacks.
Is the balm doing his round warning against my wearing gold shining bangles gifted to me by my parents bought from my father's hard earned money or is it to do with my recent blogs in which i link politicians to appeasments and for unashamedly using my writings?Writings litterally wrung out of me due to constant provocations which became unbearably too quick and fast ,after the implant, jamming and dehydrating?
The above warning is given as per my observation when i comment on politicians doings or ommisions .This has to be combined with getting riled at other communities , in my case my neighbours who have been a source of constant provocation and have openly exulted in the abnormal secretions my body was forced to excrete with generous application of rays etc .
let me explain this ray 's effect and its link to upper floor.
few weeks back i was standing in the balcony watching the street .A young woman from next block started to walk vigorously around her flat .since 2013 2 all natural walks or residents have stopped ,most of it is ti provoke me in a some way, so is playing of cricket ,it is done in fits with more shouting than actually enjoying the game with a free will playing.Same is the case with kids .None of them play naturally as kids do at time of thier choosing but are made to run around shouting and the groups are also selected as per communities or sects to send a message .
ok back to rays.-i looked at that fair and trim woman and thought why is she so grim?In her next round she lost that grim look a smile on her face ! I was taken aback as i have always seen her thus--grim .I n the round next to this as she turned the corner she was again grim .A red blob of light aimed at from my immedate upper floor made her lose this grimness instantly and her lips curled into a smile the way i have caught myself doing it without any reason or occasion to smile for,So this is the effect that red blob of light streamed from ufr.Who eevr was standing there had as usual read my thoughts instantly and was showing off to me the way a person can be made to smile with help of that ray!
There i have established the link between rays and users of upper floor for this casing purpose thanks to that streak of boastfulness in my controller.
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What ever i have written and blogged is true as far as i am concerned .
1.I have been forced write on and on since 2012 June.About myself and my harrasers and had to abandon translation of slokas or blog snippets on Hinduism.
2.I found a link with my writings in diary yet to be published apart from from my blogs with articles in major newspapers and in the blogs and articles in the net.as well as being to political use .All this i observed from 2011 onwards and had blogged then itself about this loot of my ideas without any compensation or recognition
3.stereofonic sounds were used to break me down it a nervous wreck in 2012 and since then made to react unduly to matters in public realm or more precisely news making headlines in tv and in net and give my opinion like as if i some sort of arbitrator acting out of public good..
4. Before 2014 i was persuaded to write my opinions on some aspects of foreign policy--again those making headlines in tv
5.After my brain was jammed in 2014 june with kneading --kuadaichal rays for a month along with terrific stomach aches i was persuaded to delete the blog on Dog on leash/dogs with license and few others and put several of them in draft and also write that i was out of my mind to have written all those and made to apologise to the political leaders , specially the leader in here for a comment i made in my diary which i never blogged .
6.I was systematically kept out of blogging and net for nearly a year with threat of family life ,honour constantly brandished by squeezing my head often when i tried to do my usual routines .This squeezing of brain that gave headaches was great detterent and made me stop doing whatever i was about to instantly after that jamming of brain and fear of safety of close relatives constantly put into me but provocation to make me write continued and i was writing my diary and i could find links with articles and political happenings though i was forbidden to read newpapers , mags ,books or watch tv by making me leak constantly of sticky fluids that blotted out my memory and originality, if did so .since was tv was on with my hub seeing it i did hear some news and at those times i was tempted to read newspapers my attention was constantly directed to articles on rss and vhp's doings,subjects that hardly interested me earlier.
7. Ever since that jamming,dehydrating too much of religion ,sect and caste as seen by politicians for furtherance of thier politics has been infused into my thinking.Sects and communities ,the hatred that is supposed to exist between them unlike my original interest which was in Hindu philosophy, and ancient classical Indian writings and those on hinduism .The diversion from my original interests started in 2011 and has reached its peak in 2015-2016 with me provoked to constantly chant the perifidies of other communities -neigh's as i did find the link to the obssession with my private parts with non stop attacks on them which made me go for many surgeries and too much mental provocation to neighbours of other communities and sect .
8.There is a saying a thief of long time will be caught one day .He or they were caught when i read about implants , rays and gadjets on net when my intelligence refused to believe that there could be any one in this world who can read another's thoughts instantly like some great rishi's of past who are also said to acquire such powers only after severe penances and meditations spanning hundreds of years and not just like that.The knocks on my ceiling loudly before 2014 and broad cast from temple since 2014 advising on and on were like a instant reply to my thoughts.
i also refused to believe that i was secreting due to lust but removed utreus not wanting to have it completely destroyed by rays in attempt to tease it to eject some liquid and thus give a tool to the harrasers to keep on blackmailing me till then or allow it to end in cancer .
They were also caught when i linked the flights to the systematic brain washing put in place i guess from 2012 onwards it could have been earlier .It was only in 2012 i observed the sudden burst of traffic in the inner lanes with beaming neighbours driving thier scooters as also unduly long traffic jams,All this is still going on .
9.The whole of 9 th may there was no landing of planes from early morning till 2 pm when i was at home ,This is true.very unusual as i had observed landings on all days for 2 weeks till that day.
10 My blog was also blocked when i was blogging barricade on 10 th May but was restored soon . Blocking was done quite often before 2014.
Today i was walking up in terrace wanting to test landings efect from there.Only the very huge ones gliding slowly and very near are given respect .others even a bit further away are not .I felt my arms start up in pain even as these planes landing nearby
Since religion has been smeared into this ,i deliberately did japa briefly though it is not my usual time when a big went by .in the next one i started to feel that pain in my arm in synchronisation with a car going down .Heard a squirrel screech from next flat like as if it to say that it was its handiwork. in this signal language squirrels i guess are intelligence people.But no pain , when a huge flight whose wordings on the fuselage were also visible around 6 am, glided towards the airport .
Whom do these squirrels represent? i have heard their screeches and cawing of look out crows even in my recent visits to Bangalore .which is another state .Do signal givers travel along with me or are they found in other states as well .
If squirrels are intelligence why are they in this conversion drama being played on and on?Isn't it a blot on Democracy?
Or is it two in one ?To keep off political rivals from getting my famous preceptions by starting questining by using the identity number which could be in silent repition and they know it and at same time make me obssess with mino's my who according to sour grapes or appeasers ,are suddenly under seige with sky falling on thier heads after change of govt in centre?
on second thoughts maybe all that needs to make me start thinking is some loud sound when i am in open space.Read yesterday that rfid works only indoors and maybe these people have found out after breaking my head with loud sounds it only require such sounds to make me think, this could be coupled with movement of people or vehicles or things or animals ,which can be read with jaw reader.
eg--yester i had gone up at 6/30pm to get some air and open space. The usual couple with specs watching street below, my neighs , on east side .i guessed that lady was being used as she kept turning her head as i walked up and down with my keychain with sruinivasars image.The banned objects from my life since 2011if i dare carry them i will be punished with pain or made to leak.or feel like scratching bodily parts that are hidden from view as they are meant to be.I bound the keychain my saree end and tucked into my waist like women of yore.Immediately the couples left .So this is the second time i foiled the attempts to corner me as a lustful creature /peodophile or lesbian or that i would melt and swim in my lustful secretions in the presence of persons of other communities.though hidden from view.Her specs was used in some way
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next, the other side pf terrace the boisterous neigh was walking.he ddin,t leave,There were take offs in the west side where he was . I started to hear the loud camapaigning of dmk from down below. it went on and on and i walked on and on ,At one point i started to think this and that and didn't notice the other neigh leave .kept on walking and thinking which is done by many people , only that my thinking is read and heard As i was walking with this racing mind felt a thick curtain roll over .My thoughts were being blocked ,The loud campaign stopped abruptly ,with this blocking .Saw some more take offs amidst another distraction a woman talking loudly on her phone in next terrace and walking up and down aggresively.it was irritating guessed i was being deliberately provoked.Couldn't enjoy the open space or the stars .cooled off by going to other side.The intention . to keep me away from west side during take offs whih were quite low was obvious, .But i stuck on and surprised to see that she left a few minutes before a huge plane.s take off .Ah so huge take offs are also respected .
so two times i ll be let off this tight control is during these huge planes gliding up or down ,very close .if i am near a window or in open space.Even in vast Marina beach i could feel my brain getting blocked by some external pressure.to change my direction .
Came down reception commitee .A smartha and a woman with cristian links.I could felt iritation rise these people know how to make me angry.just spread sect and religious community thick in all my interaction delibetrately in that silly pairing put into my head during september that muslims and vaishnavaites are similar and get along whilst saivaites get along with christians who are similar to them--some secular buffs or rather some nut's perverted concept of din i lahi and this is constanly being replayed adnauseum on me
If not for some gain from me why should i be subject to all this constantly? .So i stand by what i blog of the situations as i understand it.
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