Thoughts and link to flights and sounds

19.5.16 Thursday .
AM
3.25 am saw a huge plane landing very close .Lost sleep.Felt too vacant and too awake for so early in the morning.Saw the lights sailing down, because i woke up to go to loo.Seem to have woken up or was woken up just  to see it glide down

5.45 Big to huge landing 6.25.huge slow -landing

7.50 --medium sized to large plane landing swiftly .Felt like finishing all the outside work  like going to bank, post office and shopping i had to do allotting  two to three days to do them , to finish it all today itself and that to on foot.and today  morning itself . i felt i have to .

8am --Saw a big to huge red winged plane land slowly. As i watched it felt, why to do all these works today itself?Do some tommorow --a moderation in activity .
8.05 --Huge plane very close very slow .Missed the feeling as i was not relaxing and watching the sky but busy jotting down timings and feelings that seem to change as per each landings nearness and speed !
Probably it is more  relaxing , slowing me down .

8.25.Huge landing very near.
Felt anger at these fellows my neighbours, my age one's who have  set me up thus.These fellow are never on foot always driving  on scooters.Physically useless .Are they getting vicarious pleasure by seeing me dance in excessive activities .I can take it can my hub take it?He has a heart problem .Perverts, sadists   .Are they driving my hub too much to finish him off?

So huge landing clears my mind .if not couldn't have found out the above though i now remember that in dehydrating days of September 2014 it was put into my head rather whispered in to my ears that i  would be a zombie if not for pumping that is done outside by slum tenements and workers around me .thanks to them i shed my lethargy!Did i ask for this burst of youthfulness it? which planet  am i going to conquer?Or am i being prepared to become a minister or mp or mlc or panchayat member?Nothing of that sort .So why should i be made to become artificially lively, bursting with nervous energy and with  artificial youth  and unnatural boistreouness/?So what is the logic behind this constant brain washing ?Is it to extract and then scoot making me incapable of putting a fight against this exploitation or seeking justise or even voicing my opposition to this forcible extraction , the way i was kept out of net for a year ?
 .                                                             i was being mislead with  typical  sexual innuendos.After jamming my brain for a month with unbearbly painful screwing of brain from all sides from above my flat  and from below my flat it  had become easier to control my movements and they were being done with planes flights and synchronising with sounds of scooter, van, auto , motorbikes  of late with more potent sound of bullet and probably a mere feather touch by those gadjets and rays are sufficient to provoke my forehead deep emotions,[ it no longer goes deeper than the scalp or skin ] to make me write or do something..

The nearby  temple that had perked up for few days with its slokas and its holier than thou hourly advise, is silent today.