Effect of blogging about two major warnings?
On the night of 19 .5.15 blood spurted out whilst passing motion at night.Not painful but sight of so much blood was unsettling.
That days morning activity was my usual morning walk in the usual beaten track .But did something unusual and saw something unusual but usual.in some days.
Discovering that it is my bangles that small strip of gold encircling my hands which is capable of deflecting rays directed at me i deliberately raised my hands in turnings and near turnings --the prime spot for ray attacks on me in the pretext of dabbing the sweat off my face with a hanky or adjust my sari pallu periodically hoping to warn and ward off attackers and their stooges .Had the usual dose of scrathches on the way up .On my return after crossing the main road and entering nearly the middle of a street i let down my aching hands as i felt that i had crossed the danger spots.I was facing east.Then i twisted my wrist watch in my left hand up from down so as to see the time and left the tar road on to the mud so as to give way to a white car medium sized car that was driving down which didnt budge from its position and than i saw a white medium sized car that had come behind me noislessly on the my left careeren wildlyand nearly collided with the car coming down and missed it by a whisker and then went ahead.This skidding and near collision stopped me on my tracks and i felt my mouth go dry This happened near a huge green metallic dustbin.
It was much later that maybe this collision could be the result of ray deflection sank, into me .I didn't even mention it in my blog that day as i was getting pretty fed up of painting myself as a mini missile launcher by giving instances of such minor accidents and wasn't too sure whether my ordinary off guard motion of my hands caused it .since that day when i was on guard and delibertaely baited my attackers nothing happened . But after two days on and remembering that whilst i bathed that day after my walk i felt a tingling in base of my spine and that night i passed blood along with motion.and reasoned that the ray attack on me on 19 th was pretty powerful as its deflection has caused a car to skid and this was followed up probably having the aim go waste at my sudden movment, on a equally powerful attack on the base of my spine , whose result was spurting of blood like spurting of fluids i am again witnessing these days.This spurting of blood has happened 4 or 5 times since my surgeries.and i was under the impression that it could be due to piles or somesuch thing but i think it is effect of rays as a punishment.
2.Whole of yesterday viz--20.5.16 heard the booming sound of bullet motorbike being deliberately driven up and down inside my compound by neighbours --son and that night kneading twisting pain started travelling up and down my legs waking me up from my sleep from midnight onwards -the exact word in Tamil is Kudaichal also the exact word the 10 rs balm seller uses to explain the symptoms his herbal balm would cure .
after nearly 4 hours of wishing the pain away i took a pain killer and pain left and sleep returned to be replaced by a weird dream intersped with unfamiliar curse words .Not one of them is in my long list of usual curses.Totally different and revolting.
Viewers do remember that my forehead is jammed and rfid is constantly activated and exploiters hiding behind my late father a very sincere man , full of integerity and would never ever stoop to such low levels to keep his hearth burning , kept coming up as i relaxed my muscles .Was being constantly hypnotised .
So 19 th and 20th were days of punishment for daring to compare the two warnings and to make light of 10rs balm warning. i was being punished shadowily for trifling with terror tactics used over me to get my compliance or trifling with the punishment for being 'Communal '+commenting on political leaders , hence considered as a person mocking at authority . A terrible sin for which i was made to pay the price..
written on --21.5.16
So am i being coerced to concede that the effect of 10rs balm warning is much more lethal than the Velon varugha warning?
If so let me make it clear .i still consider the latter to be worse of the two The former is to do only with physical harm and pain but latter is to do with thought policing and wriggling into my pshyche.The latter is insidious and can change my entire personality, thought process and keep me chained to alien thoughts and totally fetter my freedom.The former only immobilisse me physically but doesnot tamper with my decision making or my thoughts nor triviliase my responsibility i take and have to take for my thoughts and emotions..
A person maybe be physically handicaped like the blind or lame but due to thier mental faculties being intact they are able to face the world.This is nearest similie to effect of 10 rs balm.s warnings effect
But a mentally handicapped person though having robust health is useless otherwise , like that mentally retarded boy who is often let loose to warn me.This is nearest similie to 'velon' warning.
That boy was born handicapped but i am being systematically to be made intoone To me this constant monitering of thoughts and some fellow sitting judgement over it 24 hours a day and trying to manipulate my thought process to suit his ,is the worst form of torture a torture that takes away the sense of i and self and my identity. and substitutes it with our,ourselves and a standardised identity fitting it into comfortable non threatening blocks which clearly exhibits the fear of independant thoughts and views and emotions and thus inhibits the expansion and free exploration of the mind. It is cutting at the very root of my spiritual experiences , intellect and clarity of thought .
is this Velon warning about consequences i have to face from the minority community or is it from Hindus ? If it is the latter i am totally flumoxxed at the change of coats of persons belonging to hindu community.Hinduism is one of the freest religion and isnot in the least dictatorial specially with regards to ethics and morals.Gita nowhere says you must follow only my teachings.It says this is how life here and there after is and i am showing you various ways to achieve eternal bliss. it is upto you to make the choice It now where adapts a holier than thou attitude.Even acharyas and aazhwars who were all seeped in knowledge and bhakthi keep listing out their inadequecies quite frankly, yet they have hold over our hearts.
And none of them not even a single one of them claimed that they were gods or envoys of gods even after ,all of them experienced bhagwan and some actually seeing bhagwan unlike several godmen/baba's in the last century and in this century claim that they were themselves god .!
Gita in the chapter on divine glories says Dyutum chlayatam asmi [36] which means 'I am the dicing of the deceitful' thus including even vices as a part of divine glory.When the religion i am born into is so free , if my vices are constantly monitered and punished thus by hindus themselves,then they cannot be hindus but a immitation of thoughts and beliefs and illliberal thinking which is not at all what hinduism actually is . .
That days morning activity was my usual morning walk in the usual beaten track .But did something unusual and saw something unusual but usual.in some days.
Discovering that it is my bangles that small strip of gold encircling my hands which is capable of deflecting rays directed at me i deliberately raised my hands in turnings and near turnings --the prime spot for ray attacks on me in the pretext of dabbing the sweat off my face with a hanky or adjust my sari pallu periodically hoping to warn and ward off attackers and their stooges .Had the usual dose of scrathches on the way up .On my return after crossing the main road and entering nearly the middle of a street i let down my aching hands as i felt that i had crossed the danger spots.I was facing east.Then i twisted my wrist watch in my left hand up from down so as to see the time and left the tar road on to the mud so as to give way to a white car medium sized car that was driving down which didnt budge from its position and than i saw a white medium sized car that had come behind me noislessly on the my left careeren wildlyand nearly collided with the car coming down and missed it by a whisker and then went ahead.This skidding and near collision stopped me on my tracks and i felt my mouth go dry This happened near a huge green metallic dustbin.
It was much later that maybe this collision could be the result of ray deflection sank, into me .I didn't even mention it in my blog that day as i was getting pretty fed up of painting myself as a mini missile launcher by giving instances of such minor accidents and wasn't too sure whether my ordinary off guard motion of my hands caused it .since that day when i was on guard and delibertaely baited my attackers nothing happened . But after two days on and remembering that whilst i bathed that day after my walk i felt a tingling in base of my spine and that night i passed blood along with motion.and reasoned that the ray attack on me on 19 th was pretty powerful as its deflection has caused a car to skid and this was followed up probably having the aim go waste at my sudden movment, on a equally powerful attack on the base of my spine , whose result was spurting of blood like spurting of fluids i am again witnessing these days.This spurting of blood has happened 4 or 5 times since my surgeries.and i was under the impression that it could be due to piles or somesuch thing but i think it is effect of rays as a punishment.
2.Whole of yesterday viz--20.5.16 heard the booming sound of bullet motorbike being deliberately driven up and down inside my compound by neighbours --son and that night kneading twisting pain started travelling up and down my legs waking me up from my sleep from midnight onwards -the exact word in Tamil is Kudaichal also the exact word the 10 rs balm seller uses to explain the symptoms his herbal balm would cure .
after nearly 4 hours of wishing the pain away i took a pain killer and pain left and sleep returned to be replaced by a weird dream intersped with unfamiliar curse words .Not one of them is in my long list of usual curses.Totally different and revolting.
Viewers do remember that my forehead is jammed and rfid is constantly activated and exploiters hiding behind my late father a very sincere man , full of integerity and would never ever stoop to such low levels to keep his hearth burning , kept coming up as i relaxed my muscles .Was being constantly hypnotised .
So 19 th and 20th were days of punishment for daring to compare the two warnings and to make light of 10rs balm warning. i was being punished shadowily for trifling with terror tactics used over me to get my compliance or trifling with the punishment for being 'Communal '+commenting on political leaders , hence considered as a person mocking at authority . A terrible sin for which i was made to pay the price..
written on --21.5.16
So am i being coerced to concede that the effect of 10rs balm warning is much more lethal than the Velon varugha warning?
If so let me make it clear .i still consider the latter to be worse of the two The former is to do only with physical harm and pain but latter is to do with thought policing and wriggling into my pshyche.The latter is insidious and can change my entire personality, thought process and keep me chained to alien thoughts and totally fetter my freedom.The former only immobilisse me physically but doesnot tamper with my decision making or my thoughts nor triviliase my responsibility i take and have to take for my thoughts and emotions..
A person maybe be physically handicaped like the blind or lame but due to thier mental faculties being intact they are able to face the world.This is nearest similie to effect of 10 rs balm.s warnings effect
But a mentally handicapped person though having robust health is useless otherwise , like that mentally retarded boy who is often let loose to warn me.This is nearest similie to 'velon' warning.
That boy was born handicapped but i am being systematically to be made intoone To me this constant monitering of thoughts and some fellow sitting judgement over it 24 hours a day and trying to manipulate my thought process to suit his ,is the worst form of torture a torture that takes away the sense of i and self and my identity. and substitutes it with our,ourselves and a standardised identity fitting it into comfortable non threatening blocks which clearly exhibits the fear of independant thoughts and views and emotions and thus inhibits the expansion and free exploration of the mind. It is cutting at the very root of my spiritual experiences , intellect and clarity of thought .
is this Velon warning about consequences i have to face from the minority community or is it from Hindus ? If it is the latter i am totally flumoxxed at the change of coats of persons belonging to hindu community.Hinduism is one of the freest religion and isnot in the least dictatorial specially with regards to ethics and morals.Gita nowhere says you must follow only my teachings.It says this is how life here and there after is and i am showing you various ways to achieve eternal bliss. it is upto you to make the choice It now where adapts a holier than thou attitude.Even acharyas and aazhwars who were all seeped in knowledge and bhakthi keep listing out their inadequecies quite frankly, yet they have hold over our hearts.
And none of them not even a single one of them claimed that they were gods or envoys of gods even after ,all of them experienced bhagwan and some actually seeing bhagwan unlike several godmen/baba's in the last century and in this century claim that they were themselves god .!
Gita in the chapter on divine glories says Dyutum chlayatam asmi [36] which means 'I am the dicing of the deceitful' thus including even vices as a part of divine glory.When the religion i am born into is so free , if my vices are constantly monitered and punished thus by hindus themselves,then they cannot be hindus but a immitation of thoughts and beliefs and illliberal thinking which is not at all what hinduism actually is . .
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