Youth's yearning for role models.

AS i walked back from the temple a lot of policemen were sitting outside bjp office.The middle aged ones studiously ignored me and i thought to myself ,they all know my condition but are indifferent to it and so glared at them when i spotted a tall young and straight policeman maybe reaching 30 years of age looking at me in sort of respect and admiration.Fresh face that reminded me of vid.

I mused as to why he let slip his real feelings towards me.he is a policeman not some ordinary person .So what made a tough young man do that so very naturally? it didn't seem to be put on.
Is it because i am  warding of pf's constant  attacks? is pf  some great person in their esteem?May be as a junior policeman he is in awe of hi senior[if that chap is a police m].Yet it didn't quite gel

Then it struck me that it could be my influence over politicians .He was recognising the political power i seem to wield though it is all in wraps.And i didn't campaign unlike those men and women on the posters or win a seat nor appear on TV constantly.[i haven't appeared even once]..Yet some sort of political power .If so then word has got around despite my solitary confinement.

Is it something to do with modi/bjp or jj  etc?The toughest of all and also won a huge mandate?
or was he aware of my putting India first in those days of terrible pressures and he appreciated it?

What ever ,if i was a role model for that young man in that event,then vid's efforts have fructified and am glad that one from my cynical age group has set an example for young and spirited men like him to not to lose trust in principles and encourage and infuse courage in them even if it is a little bit ,to take a stand if possible and not to be cowed down .

How very proud vid would have been of is mother.An weak and voiceless person as he knew of me turned unbelievably strong when things got tough.

ps. Went very cautiously to take chadari in ttd temple.The priest placed it gently unlike earlier times.change of political power? c.niadu taking over? good! i will not be humiliated in ttd temples hereafter.
no wonder cong fell.troubling me so insensitively and   arrogantly even in temples, the place of peace and worship.

Written on 30.5.14.---7.30.pm

Heard news at night that A.yadav--cm-- has suspended policemen involved in gang rape of two teen age girls in UP.

so diarist /indulgent mother sujata's  observation of youth is indispensable to political class  .Reeling under the fear of sponteneous gathering of highly networked youth  in city squares charged and outraged by seeing visuals that are repeatedly telecast on newschannels  , the fearful  political class who are clueless in dealing with such unorganised gatherings do need this bloogger /diarists assistance  viz observations on youth in ordinary walk of life  to deal with such tricky situations .This explains my plea for privacy falling on deaf ears.

simple all that politicians need to do is to go to the root of the problem ,the media houses that are creating such hysterias in impressionable and naive minds.Censor the media which is thriving  quite a lot by  chasing ambualnces and creating chaos in a orderly life by needling and instigating youth to take to the streets.
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Times now is an  expert in this field so is toi news paper.it starts a campaign at a drop of a hat .

i have no problem with youth letting out their ire. only that it need not be stoked by media to such an extent that my unwitting capacity to either give an idea or to deal with it has made me a prisoner  in the hands of political class and people affected by it .i am caught and trapped