Saturday, June 15, 2013

Oracle continues --- 13.6.13 7 pm.

My joining BJP has changed nothing.Every thing is on course as usual ie what had become the norm for the past one year .
 What ever i write in my personal diary is up on the air immediately read shamelessly by all politicos and journos, and what i and my family speak , argue expound theories etc is how ever as usual for a 'select' shameless few.

Just what is happening ? Can anybody explain please? Nobody in India is going to believe that the dilli sultanate and its cronies of all shades  are dearly hanging on to what ever words issues out at the height of my emotional outbursts which i have not specifically blogged  [unlike the letter to Ad ji] or if i have, it could be totally to do with my personal experience without any innuendo or inner meanings, as the  direction that need to be taken with interpretations that is suitable in a  given political situation.

Can some one kindly explain as to how long i have to put up with this and who that pale face in the upper floor is? Since his entry ,my life has gone for a toss and is 'up for grabs'--to use media youngsters language.

1. Being a forcible oracle is terribly exhausting.

2.When will i get back my normal life? Earlier even if i was gloomy etc i was free , not caged and manipulated like this .When will all the electrical connections of my house which is in the hands of others be severed ?So that  my dignity and self respect and mental peace is restored once again.That which is in the hands of even the lowliest of lowliest [poorest of poorest] woman living in a jugghi as  a matter of unquestioned right is assured of without having to agitate for it  --to relieve, to bathe ,to dress ,to eat , to work,to laze to give vent to emotions and thoughts with total freedom [it will not even cross any ordinary citizens mind that each and every move  of his or hers is being watched.Oh what a luxury!],to become mine once again.To watch tv or use the pc and net and phone and read books or gaze at natures offerings[sky, stars, trees, flowers etc] for my own pleasure , the source of my personal recreation without obstruction and unasked for company.In case of illness the liberty to choose doctors etc,and to be free of the ever nagging suspicion of late [past one year] that the people i move with in ordinary course of life are  acting naturally and normally and not tutored.And the events that take place are not specificly created for me.........15.6.13


3.I can trace a lot of links.And the burden i seem to have to carry all alone though joining a party is really the height.

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