i have put my latest blogs on redraft as i feel that it could have been wrung out of me by employing 5 year old tactics to bring re concilliation in society at the cost of degrading myself and at the same time also to mock at my lack of determination and strength to withstand pressures and blowing to the winds my constant protest against intrusion into my life which makes all this possible.that is writing and blogging on subjects which are not my primary interests.