Contrast.
I am being sexually harrassed day in and day out not directly but in a no touch manner Those doing it are banking on the fact that i being a blogger specially on translations of slokas and pasurums and have given a detailed profile of myself will hesitate to marr my image and dirty my blog by blogging about it !
On and off for past 5 years that is since 2014 i ll feel a pricking sensation in my private parts when i am reciting slokas or meditating.In variabily this will be followed by either ringing of puja bells in my nighbours flat like as if it is a auspicious event or a corporation garbage truck will speed down the road with its men workers shouting gleefully and banging its doors .When i watch TV my vagina will be made to suddenly contract and expand fast and quick and i ll be made to feel wet . Even when i was young and fit i rarely had such abnormal vibrations and i often think what a waste it all is now when i am 62 and have no hormones .Some depraved mind is doing all this by sending some gas and i have tweeted about this several times .But no action was ever taken under prevention of sexual harrassment act . If i go o the police they will say where is the evidence?Yes where is it?
Those who believe that a woman in her 60's from a decent background , a blogger will not lie on such matters so as to put to stake her reputation amongst her viewers who could also be her late son's friends who could be in mid thirties now is the proof for my ongoing sexual harrassment.
Why doesn't that depraved person try it on his wife and really enjoy thier life together instead on me .May be he is also doing it there.
The same thing happens at temples and some strange men and woman who seem to know what is happenning within my body, will laugh at me gleefully .
May be it is done to discourage me from reciting slokas , meditating and visiting temples .and watching , svbc channel religious telecast .
What revolts me is that persons whom i think are decent and some of whom are known to me do this ringing of puja bells when i feel the sharp sting or smirk at me when i feel wet .It is like as if they are informing me that your body is not yours .You are not the only one who knows as to what abnormal things are happening in your private parts but we also know as to what is happening in what you think is your very private parts.it is surely done to make me feel angry , fear my own body and distance me from it owing to these new reactions in my body and try and make me feel ashamed ,by jeering at it .Since it is connected to puja etc it definetly has a religious colouring to it .
Is it conversion or is some one fearing my deep meditations? or is it both?
I don't feel ashamed at all despite all the jeering .I know it is unnaturally induced It is those who are obsessed with my private parts who should be feeling ashamed at such a perverted obsession.I am not obsessed with thiers. I am not disturbing the privacy of any one that i should feel guilty.i donot peer into others houses, read thier diaries or hear the family conversations or read others thoughts It is those who are disturbing mine by peering into my house and evesdropping who should feel guilty for breaking laws.
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What a contrast .Whilst people are cheering Hyderabad police for killing rapists here persons are cheering the no touch rapists .
I also feel a terrible sting in my left eyes off and on .But this is neither cheered nor am i informed about it .by any distinct sound .My eyes are often hurt and it is very painful .This is going on since 2012.Wonder that i am not yet blind.
I also feel discomfort in my abdomen owing to such attacks which causes immediate loose motions.
My heart is also attacked in this no touch manner .This is informed by the chup chup sound of cars in reverse .This is the worst attack of the lot as i found out that it could cause me uncontrollable fits if i am in a weak state like it happened after a dentist pulled out a teeth.This attack is capable of killing me .
These inimical people with strange perversions who are constantly torturing me thus are cowards .They are not having the guts to attack me straight, face to face or try and convert me openly lest they be caught.red handed .
Specs i used to wear has some role in this ray attack on me .I think plastic lens deflects the rays aimed at me and that deflected ray could attack a person 's eyes and even tickle private parts the way it does to me .S that is why a lot of furore was made on my wearing glasses and i was successfully persuaded to go in for cataract surgery in 201 4 putting a wrong notion into my head that it was the glasses that i was wearing that had caused a lot of trouble for others around m e.After the surgery i have no need for seeing glasses.as my power reduced Actually those thick glasses were protecting me from the rays beamed at me .It was only after that i took them off that i started experiencing abnormal excretions .
Few weeks back i got this enlightenment and i decided to experiment wearing spec in my outings hardenng myself against feeling embarrssed at any excretion or sting i was sure that i would delibertaely be made to feel so that i dis continue wearing specs and determined to cause those deliberately accosting me in my flat or road or functions the unpleasantness they were causing me. So i stuck on and found out that people avoid me when i wear it .My middle aged neighbours , my age or younger than me also started to avoid me when i wore the specs .It thrills me that a woman of my age-62- can cause ticklish sensations in my attackers , stalkers , harrassers,, the holier then thous and make them feel embarrased , just with my specs !The revengeful feeling is thrilling .It is doubly thrilling if the harrasser is a man because unlike women they cannot hide the effects of tickilish feeling.from the world.It also gives me the clue as to who are all still active and virile .tit for tat.for all the nastiness i w as and am made to face.by people around me.who seem to know all my bodyily reactions , now i know thier innermost bodily reactions and secrets .the actual status of men , some of whom are husbands of woman harrassers ,acting as holier than thou's and putting up a fatherly act,
so specs are actually my protective shield the lakshman rekha around me .They must have been highly effective when i had high power and was wearing thick glasses to see.I t could be one of the reasons as to why aidmk was insistent that i go for cataract .surgery tho' there was no health emergency for me to go for it in 201 4 itself.Maybe the rays are being streamed upon me in larger doses than it was done before 2014.
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