The tricks ppts/charlie's play.

Dirty politicians and journos snooping into my bedroom.I am sure that charlie read my yesterday jottings ,scanned and relayed it immediately because a blog of patriots came up similar to my earlier notings in my diary , in the evening after i came back from a famous ladies garment shop of course after overcoming the various obstacles thrown on my way.The traffic was not held but was allowed to go on and on by the Traffic police when another whispered the order in his ears with me stuck right in the middle of the busy road with a loaded truck swerving madly.A band of hijras clapped and danced outside the shop i had entered to purchase a handbag..Being accosted by a band of hijras on my way to shops has become the norm these days especially after team Anna's protest outside ex hm's house and my lauding it. .The shop helps dithered and dithered and suddenly without any reason started fighting amongst themselves making me wait and wait and also to confuse me. They did .I forgot to pocket the tailoring card.Dear charlie's handiwork.

This KGB brain washer thinks i am paranoid and expects me to trick myself into beleiving that i am paranoid.Is he so dumb that he expects me to get scared of all those loafers he sends behind me ,in my early morning walks?When i know that they are speciically sent to scare me!And then talk about being followed and thus trap myself into being a true paranoid or ignore them and trick ppt that i am cured of my disease ?

And to trick myself into thinking that the scent and stench he streams down often ,that they are not actually smellable and i am being delusional?

Does he honestly think that by making me see middle aged couples take of together i will pine and whine and make R take me out?

Though at times i do forget the existence of cameras in tv, fan ac and maybe in the bathroom as well, and that is the sign he is waiting to proclaim to the world that i am cured or by mentioning it here that i prove myself to be one and that is also a spin off?

He must be crazy. How can i lie to myself?When i know that they exist why should i pretend otherwise?To fool whom? him?Myself or his bosses? Some one so high up that every one is toeing the line for their future?Now this has become a billion dollar question. This is the height
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Does the person up there honestly think i am a full blown case or wants me to appear so? If it is former ,he is in dire need of help and if it is latter that q that keeps cropping up is 'Why this frame up '?To show case me thus to whom and for what?

To the question why this frame up and extraordinary hostile social pressures [ i am not new to brushes with society so it doesn't faze me that much, but this scale is tailored to be massive,so it is a bit much] i am subject to outside and 24 hours spying within , iam yet to receive any tangible reply or explanation.

So i guess and it is one of my guesses is that i am being pressurised to join a political party .. No chance.Nor am i going to fall on the designated one's feet for immediate reprieve.

How can both the political parties be so insolent and uncaring? I feel they are both hand in glove.The only one's i can trust are team Anna .I really wish that they shake and shake these venomous , shameless, odious self serving politicians and journos to the very core. I will then bask in reflected glory.

Was Modi also part of this vile charade? Even if he was he wrote a blog which showed that he cared for individual feelings and decisions. Even if he assumes office ,there is no way he is going to remember minuscule me.But he will for his own self take revenge[like IT raids,the works, the non violent variety] on journos and other politicians, and i will again bask in reflected glory.

This is enough for me.

Insha Narayana.