Tuesday, January 28, 2020

Bio data of K.C.Sujata

Since i am constantly stalked and mugged  by persons of various communities and caste i think that  there is a lot of confusion over my actual identity.Hence i am giving the following information about me which ought to  settle the issue as to whether i should be buried or cremated on my death [ it could be most probably by brain hammeroge becuase of my poor brain  being constanly bombarded by all and sundry].

In al my life i had no doubts about my identity and the religion i belong to .--Hinduism .It is the reaction of  a white capped Muslim boy in Bangalore in 2015  on seeing me dangling a small idol of Srinivasar dangling from my key chain  that makes me think that many are unaware of my identity and the religion i belong to .I was wearing asaree and had kumkum n my orhead and was walking along with my son towards arestaurant when aMuslim youth in pyjamakurta and white cap  came swaggering towards me from a neaaby road stall staring at me and then when his eyes fell on my keychain he looked shocked and made a abrupt turn and vanished instantly into nearby stalls .he remained hidden through out my visit.
That boy may have been brain washed into thinking that i am  not a Hindu woman and was being sent for some casing purpose .But when he saw me carrying a small idol he couldn't digest it and made a hasty retreat .As a hindu woman i t is normal for me to carry miniature  idols of gods in my person.I wear rings with idols of gods embossed in it  .So why are these persons viz Muslims  so surprised at this?It makes me feel that they have  some vile ulterior motive to stalk me  thus.This incident made me ponder about it for several days and years .Why is some one deliberately fuzzing my Hindu religious identity and tricking other communities into believing that i belong to their community?This is still happening .

Gender --Female
Age --63
Marital status -Married to a man nearly 38years back from  my community viz Hindu SriVaishnavaite Tamil Brahmin /Ayengar, belonging to same sect viz--Vadagalai after exchange of horscopes and performing mangalya dhram  viz tying sacred thread with mangalyam around my neck by my husband and taking seven steps  viz performing satpathi before the sacrficial fire  known as homam.The marriage is still subsisting and is going steady.
I can give along list of the various homaams i took part in and also in the compulsory rituals known as Karma i took part which would be too tedious so  i will confine myself to enumerating all my activities since 2012 when this seed of suspicion as to who i am was first sown by clever manipulators.

Every year since 2006 the shradha /dhavasam ceremony of my parents in laws are conducted by my husband in our house .It takes place twice a year . In that ceremony i tie 9 yds saree and start the hoamam by lighting the dried  twigs placed on dried cow dung cakes kept on a small homa kund[ a cement vessel] with help of burning camphor.The ritual of  remembering and pleasing our pitrus  by chanting mantras by my husband and pouring ghee etc into the homam can be started only if his wife  -me-commence it by lighting the twigs which is ordained in  Hindu shastras. I have been doing this dutifully every year .and will continue to do so.

It was I who started my son's marriage ceremony in 2016 by lighting the twigs  placed in the homa kund since it is the mother's duty to do so as per Hindu traditions .

Social status.  Being one of the oldest  sumangali's --viz  a married woman with a long marriage with husband  around - I am also given the honour  to light homa kunda in   some of our relatives functions .  I did this as recently as last year .

My attire  --Saree .

The ornaments worn by me at all times ---

1.Two mangalyams /Thali attached to a gold chain .This was tied around my neck on the day of my marriage by my husband and it has remained there ever since .except when i had  to repair it  .
In 2014 i did remove it out of fear believing all the crap dinned into my head that it was being used in controlling me in a delusional manner .I was in a very weakened state the jamming followed by constant transmissions of death threats which i didnot realise were the steps taken to stop me from praying , meditating and also to confuse and convert .me.                                                                            In certain areas i am quite traditional and it horrified me that strange men would be seeing my Mangalyam , which as per our traditions  only a husband should see , I felt that there was some truth in what was being dinned into my head that the gold mangalyams were being used in controlling me and immediately felt that its sacredness has diminished.I couldn't stomach men apart from my husband setting thier eyes upon my mangalyams and felt that only by removing it and hiding it in a box i would be able to preserve its sanctity.from prying eyes of men. That was one of the main reason that i removed it and tied a yellow thread with a  piece of turmeric around my neck.
I wore it a year after regaining my confidence after  few surgeries which i thought will stop all the strange secretions i was experiencing  which  was termed as delusional control by my transmitters who had linked it with my mangalyam, when ever i prayed or visited temples or attended functions.

So i am now always wearing my gold chain with its mangalyam .The two gold pendants known as mangalyam have two U's with a tilak inbetween the U's.This is embossed  in each   of the mangalyam .The U represents the two sacred feet of  Narayana joined at the heels and the tilak inbetween represents Maha Lakshmi, the inseparable consort  of Narayana.Hence i am always wearing the sacred feet of Sriman Narayana  tied around my neck 38 years back by my husband, close to my heart.

2. gold or diamond tops .

3.A pair of gold bangles. 

4.Gold rings in my fingers  with miniature idols  of Lord Venkateswara and Lakshmi .

5,I always carry a metal keychain with a small idol of Srinivasar/Lord Venkateswara dangling at its end.


Make up --Talcum powder and kumkum .I have never abandoned decorating my forehead with kumkum even in the worst years of  my blackmail viz 2014 .. The red kumkum /vermillion i use every day  also contains  the kumkum  used in the kum kum archana of prime deity viz main moorthy of Padmavathi Thayar viz Lakshmi - at Trichanur temple.

Place of worship --Apart from the niche in a cupboard where images and idols of  our deities are placed , also temples .Despite a lot of hurdles thrown on my way in visiting a temple like making my head spin or make me feel too lethargic or cause various aches in my body as well as incontinence and burning forehead at night, i somehow manage to visit a temple .

My gothra --Before marriage Kausika and after marriage Kaundinya .gothra.

My Tamil birth star --Punarvasu. Tamil month --Aadi  .

Festivals celeberated every year --Deepavali, Pongal ,Kanu, Karthikai,,Krishna jayanthi,Ramanavami,Tamil new years day,Saraswathi puja,Ayudha puja,karadiyan nombu,and so on .
I hope that people on reading the above data about me would help all those who are so very interested in  me to arrive at a conclusion  whether   my daily life,my sentiments  and practises is that of a Muslim  or Christian or a out caste or Scheduled caste  or of a  Hindu upper caste woman.




Thursday, January 23, 2020

Protests over CAA and NRC and Sterilite.

I expected a lot of protest when Abolition of  Triple talak law was passed , but nothing happened .I was really surprised .

But there is a lot of protest over the recent amendment to citizenship act and that makes me think that the Muslims who are protesting are  churlish and selfish .It  creates the impression that they  actually do not mind laws reforming their harsh personal laws but cannot stomach concessions given to Hindus.

There is also so much noise around impending NRC. It is only illegal immigrants who should  be scared of it . Why should a  Labbai Muslim--viz born and bred here since ages  and knows only Tamil get so all hot bothered?So whom are the protesters protesting for? For sake of poor Bangladeshi illegal immigrants /?Why is it that the heart of rich Muslim countries does not  beat and shed tears at the poverty of their brothers from Bangladesh?Are only Indian Muslims  highly humane and sold out completely on the principle of universal brother hood  as against other Muslim nations/?

I am unable to understand as to how NRC would make all Muslims who have lived since ages   in India, second class citizens .I have lived  ,that is my ancestors have lived here since eons, pre dating Muslim invasion a1000 years back but even i would have  to show my identity etc when NRC is done .Should i take offence that  some upstart seeks proof  of my firm roots  to this country?

I am not a card holder of BJp In fact i even suspect that their govt could have jammed my head in 2014 and disempowered me .so do have plenty of grouse .But have no grouse against any of their policies except in economic front where Lakshmi the goddess of wealth seems to be eluding them .Maybe the prolonged demonetization did harm the economy and creation of wealth was arrested .

When demonetization was announced i applauded it and wasn't much bothered about its long duration.I thought that those opposing it were those who want to hoard money .I even mentally compared it with the homam performed by Janmejayam  in ancient times to avenge his father Praikshit's death  who died by being bitten by a snake..In this homam snakes of all sorts from all over the world were drawn like magnets by the special mantras chanted by Brahmin priests  and made them fall in the sacrificial fire and burning them to death .
                                                                 But i did pay attention to our former PM M.M.Singh when a month or so after Demonetization he announced in Parliament that it caused 1 % setback in GDP.I agree that he was puppet PM in hands of a Italian woman who can never understand our ancient civilization and who rely' s upon a Muslim political adviser to win over Hindus!But he is a economist who is said to have played a major role in uplifting our economy several decades back as FM and his assessment is worth taking note off . The fact that GDP is falling and falling makes me think maybe what he said was right .Maybe that scheme was too prolonged .I am not a economist to know about GDP etc but can understand rise in numbers is better economic condition and fall means fall in wealth creation .

I was  disenchanted  when i saw how money played a great role in bye elections and general elections after that .If that money wasn't black money then what is it?Maybe demonetization's did check black money but only partially and maybe its long duration did make  wealth flee.

Lakshmi  viz wealth in any form  has to be appreciated and cherished .Contempt and indifference shown to Lakshmi will make her flee .I have learnt it the hard way  from my own life.

                                               About GST i was truly askance when AC etc were sought to be taxed under luxury .In a hot country like ours  it is not a luxury.It is a necessity.Same goes for other consumer items .I have observed that if a Indian has money he buys items that makes life easy and relaxing .They also do not mind spending on their wards education .That is why it surprises me that JNU students are agitating on fees hike in a premier institute on a amount that is so small that it is equal to what   my press walla  spends on his granddaughters secondary school education per year.And students who have secured seats in premier institutes likeIIT and IIM's through tough competition and purely out of merit are paying high fees running in lakhs without any hesitation.


Political analysts say that CAA was passed and NRC will be done so that only Hindu illegal immigrants from Bangladesh will get Indian citizenship and Muslims will be sent back.

Maybe that is the intention .That is politics.Democracy revolves around vote banks .BJP is sure that Muslims will never vote for them and  grateful Hindus [ those benefiting by caa and nrc] will vote for them .Where as secular vote bank is mainly made of Muslims .So illegal Muslim immigrants entering and staying in India is a boon for them .
Ultimately  the protests and protests against protests is for vote bank .It is of course nice to hear high sounding words like humanity etc on one side and pluralism secularism compassion, dignity  etc on the other but underlies all this is the need  to secure power .
If Hindus vote for Congress and other secular parties  enmasse and Muslims enmasse  to BJP Then every thing will turn topsy turvy.
The fact that Christians are included in the list of religiously persecuted to get automatic citizenship in here though world is full of rich Christian countries ready to offer them citizenship  is  because Christians vote for BJP like in Goa and North East states .

My view --I have no problem with CAA except that Christians should not have been  included for granting citizenship on basis of religious persecution.

I have absolutely no problem with NRC or NPR .As a  citizen i  view it as governmental exercise  for which i have to spend some time and energy in the manner i do during election s, and during census .

When ever i enter Chennai after visiting Bangalore i find  the spaciousness of the  roads is in direct contrast to the narrow roads in Bangalore .The Mount road  that takes me from the station to my house is so broad that it looks like as if it is part of some Western country whilst most of the streets in Bangalore are so narrow that they remind me of the narrow streets of Mylapore which is dotted with temples.The atmosphere both exude is also similar..

Though i live in chennai it is national issues that  mainly catches my attention  .One protest that  caught my attention was that over sterilite .I   felt that the protestors could have been shot at the legs instead of killing them outright  by some policeman sniper,if they were not carrying arms and using them .Maybe this is what made the CM crumble to pressurre and close down Sterilite and also go to the extent of petitioning  against it .I wish he hadn't. They didn't even win a seat there , so what is the use? I learnt that it  gives a lot of jobs.                                                                                                  A group of agitators  are holding entire state to ransom they way they did with kudunkulam plant .I remember at the height of kudunkulam agitation a partially blind person i was reading to wished that it would get over , so that he could get employment and see development in his home town .Both these agitations have a common thread .It is missionaries or the church which led them . Don't these people want development in Tamil nadu?The politicians [both Dravidian parties]here pander  excessively to thier whims  embolding them to raise fake alarm calls creating panic amongst people living in those areas and to throw spanner at good works.

About EU discussing CAA etc .When i read this news it made me hot and angry .These Western nations have not let go off thier imperial mindset and white man's burden theory.They still think that they have the divine right to interfere in internal matters of a sovereign nation.They just cannot digest the fact that India threw the foreign yoke 70 years back and that it is progressing without thier benign supervision .
Why doesn't our parliament also discuss laws enacted by Europe , Britan ,USA and pass resolutions as a tit for tat?